These past few days I don’t know what to do. I am genuinely lost, confused, frustrated that my life would just break down after years of hard work. I am so scared for the future. Parachuting or mountain climbing would not even come near to the panic I have going on inside my mind right now.
I know what I want, and I want to have a decent job that I love, get a place of my own, own a car (if I ever get over my fear of driving), be in a committed relationship, then get married, have kids, stay in love and married until I die.
But I don’t know….